We were
now at Step Three. Many of us said to our Maker, as we understood Him: "God, I offer myself to
Thee-to build with me and to do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage
of self that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties that victory
over them may bear witness to those I would help of Thy Power, Thy Love, and
Thy Way of life. May I do Thy will always!" We thought well before taking
this step making sure we were ready; that we could at last abandon ourselves
utterly to Him
- A.A. Big Book p.63
I wanted to focus on Step Three in greater detail because it is very
important Step in my opinion. Step Three calls for those of us in recovery
to:
Made a decision to turn our will and our
lives over to the care of God as we understood God
This is one of the most
challenging Steps. What does "Made a decision" mean in this Step?
I think we have to
explore our histories a bit. In our "acting out" behaviors, we made a
lot of decisions that may or may not been detrimental to ourselves, or another.
We believed that we were in control when the time came to decide how we would
"act out", whether it is with drugs, sex, porn, alcohol, or
food.
Most often, we were not
in control. Our "addict" mind was in control. We didn't make a
decision then, but we can now. Step Three allows for the opportunity to make a
conscious decision "to turn our will and our lives over to the care of
God" because we need to. Our addict had already been in control and
screwed up our lives; what about a fresh start by believing our Higher Power or
God could do something different?
The word “God” often
throws people off from the Twelve Steps. Why is that? Some believe that “God”
is focused on religion. Most of us have had negative experiences with religion.
The Twelve Step philosophy isn’t religion; its spiritual. And the best part
about Step Three is that you get understand “God” on your own terms!
Now, that’s a relief. I
don’t have to believe what the right-winged have to say about God. I don’t have
to believe what my family says about God. I don’t have to believe what society
believes about God. I get to decide what God means to me. When it was
thoroughly explained to me by those in the program, I rejoiced because I could
stop living out other people’s stuff and focus on myself. I was grateful!
Step Three also requires
us to let go of control. Many of us exert control in order to stay safe.
“Let go and let God.”
What comes up for you
around letting go of control?
Stay safe, sane, and sober.
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